Change.

i justified not doing the laundry

on that tuesday
after you left for the mountains
with a canvas sack full of your clothes
and a walkman

with some old shit playing on it

i walked around the place looking
for something to roll up and smoke
missing you
cause you always helped me roll up
and smoke

i didn't wash the dishes for a while
and started eating the chef's stuff
out of the can cold
never recycled the tin

felt bad about that

that day you called me from the outskirts of some hippy commune
i was naked on the toilet with the cordless.

but i didnt want you to know that.

- Braintruck.



I will not give up. because thats what people who care about you do. you promised to be available to those who need you. i am not less.

-F